Cats on myspace

A friend of mine and I created myspaces for our cats... don't look at me like that, he started it... lol. Today is Prince's 2nd day on myspace and wouldn't you believe it, he all ready has friend requests! They're mostly from people that have something to do with the porn industry, but he's had some normal people requests too. Of course, every single one of them are female...

even his friend Neko...


Now Prince isn't all that computer savvy and I don't even think he cares much about having a myspace, but he's spoiled enough to have one anyway.

... he's sleeping right now... guess I'm gonna go...

Almost New Guitar!! Working on New Diet Plan!!

This is a shout out to my buddy Jim. Thanks for helping me with my guitar man!

Last night he reset the action on the strings and set the neck for me... its not the same guitar I had yesterday. It plays so much better... I don't have to fight it anymore!! yay!
I also learned a lot about my guitar while he was working on it. Always good to know as much as you can about your instrument. I can't wait to take it out on the job tonight and see how it does. I'm really excited about it.

I know I haven't written in awhile, but I'm here now... so there... :P

I'm finally working out on a regular schedule again... and this time I'm not going it alone, so its a big help... and I really mean that. Its a lot more fun to exercise when there's somebody there with you. The part I'm having trouble with of course, is food intake. I have some idea of what is good and bad for weight loss, but I'm not perfect. Sometimes I mess up... and lately its like I just quit eating a lot of the good foods for my plan... I think its because I don't have a plan for eating... just for exercising... so I'm losing half the battle! That's going to bug me... I hate losing... unless of course I lose fat... lol. I'll figure out a new battle plan and post it a little bit later.

Right now I want to play my telecaster... later!

Finally Home

It was a long trip, but we finally made it back to Marion around 9pm. This past week has not only been a week to spend time with my half-sis and her family but also was a time to heal emotionally and see where I have to go to make things right in my life... I finally have a plan...
My parents must have been reading my mind or something because things here are changing too... hopefully permanently and for the better.

Well, I'm going to have to cut this one short... I'm pretty tired and we've got a bunch of stuff around the house to do tomorrow.

Crown Point Trip: day 1

My brother and I came to Crown Point, Indiana yesterday to visit our sister and her family. It was the first time that we have had to drive the long 6 hours to get here by ourselves, so of course we were tired. I have been feeling sick since last night and absolutely can't figure out why. I suspected a fever or something like that because I felt cold to the point I was shaking and also felt light headed. Everybody else swore that the temperature in the house was normal. I feel a lot better this morning but still not at 100% just yet.
Right now everybody (meaning all of us kids) are sleeping except for myself and my sister and brother-in-law are at work. Theres no sign of any of the animals, guess they're all outside.
Well, guess I'm jumping off of here for now. I've got to find something to do while they're all sleeping...

Fake?

I was recently accused of being this by someone I consider to be a good friend. I usually don't let comments like this bother me, and I don't even know why I let it bother me this time as he seems to be the only person that I know so far that thinks of me this way. I am myself as much as I can possibly stand it and its hard for me to hide anything from people (although I admit that on rare occasions I try). Hearing this makes me unsure of myself as a person being told that I'm "overly happy all the time". I bet he wouldn't think that if he knew me as well as he thinks he does.

So what exactly makes a person seem fake? Can a person put on an act and try to hide themselves without even realizing it?

I have no sources on this except for my own thoughts and feelings as I haven't found anything besides tips for thespians so far. Thoughts and opinions from others are appreciated.

To me, being "fake" does not mean always being in a good mood. It could be that things are going well every single day of that persons life, who knows? A person could pretend to act a certain way to get whatever it is they want. Although, maybe thier chipper tone of voice and that smile plastered to their face really is genuine (or maybe they're just stuck that way, I don't know)? Do we just hate people that never seem to have a bad day? If so, then I don't know what to think, because I certainly haven't met anybody who never has a bad day.

On the other hand, what if they constantly try to hide the bad things going on? Does that make them fake? Are they being fake when things go bad at home and are threatened into hiding it from the rest of the world? Are they fake if they're embarrassed to admit they're not perfect? What if they're insecure or upset? Is it a bad thing to try and hide those feelings (in my mind, obvious answers say yes)? What if people put a mask on for a really big reason?

I'm surprised that I have so many questions. I normally don't have any...