I didn't sleep well at all last night or eat well today... so I've been pretty evil during the past twelve hours or so anyway. However, I didn't start this crap... lol.
I just finished listening to my Dad yet again tell me how so-and-so has a better sounding group than the main group I play with. Also yet again, he told me I need to get on everybody's case about practice sessions and learning new songs. I would be all for talking to them, but I know better. I feel its worthless to try. None of them are interested in practicing to play songs right. They don't have to sound like the record, they just have to be RIGHT for heaven's sake!!! We can't even do that! Why? No one is willing to practice or learn new material... because of that, I'm not motivated either... and that bothers me.
Soon the conversation turned into other things... I wanted to cry from hearing that...
... but I didn't...
I just walked out of the room... I'm done talking to him about it and the other things. I have to do something... I don't know what... all I know is that there is no way those guys will budge... even if I go so far as to make somebody mad, I don't think they'll listen.
Now I love my Dad and I know he means well by what he said... but after hearing the same thing 100 times, it kinda makes me mad... lol.
So I'm going to pray hard and try to climb out of this mess... I can't be this way anymore.
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