I've seriously been thinking about my life in general for the past couple of days, and I've decided that I don't like where I am at this point. I talked to my Mom about going to college this fall, and said she and Dad would only be able to help me through a 2-year program. I'm considering just going to learn a trade of somekind, open a business of my own, and earn money from that to put me through college again for my music degree, which is the ultimate goal.
I still have no clue what that trade would be. I can't see myself fixing computers or electronics, it seems complicated enough. I really can't see myself as a massage therapist either, even though I've been told I'd make a good one. Mom suggested becoming a hair dresser or nail technician... that would be funny, considering the type of person I was growing up. I never really cared about myself enough to really care about how I looked... that was until high school was half-over. Wouldn't it be a little ironic to see me become a beautician, after so many years of making people think I don't care? I think it would be...
I don't think the job itself would be hard, just time consuming. I think I'd be able to do that though. I'll have to think harder about it. I need something that I can handle.
I've thought about where my music is headed too. I don't like how that's going either, but there's really not much I can do right now. I need to really improve on my guitar playing before I decide to find another group or get one together.
Other than that, I haven't really been up to much... I only lost a pound this week... stuck at 204. Its okay though, losing 1 or 2 pounds a week is good. Three is better, but one is good. I just have to figure out where I messed up this week and try not to do it again.
Hopefully next week will be better. In the meantime, I've got stuff to do.
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